your. SMILE(:

My teeth hurts ): Cuz they started putting this chain thing on me. And the dentist wasn't exactly gentle when he put it on for me. Oh well. This year's christmas felt empty, except for rachelong's company and bernice's present. They are both really sweet besties. Esp when things are cleared up and somehow, i feel that we are more closer now. It's a good feeling. But other than that, it felt empty. Yeah. New year's coming, and i'm dreading it a bit. because it jsut means 2008 is coming. Sec 4, i'm supposed to be excited. After all, no O's, just end of years to really study hard for. And then lots of playing after that. Thats if until JC2 comes. It seems a bit far-fetched to think so far now, but oh well. I'm a person who always think far, well most of the time. I plan ahead, or rather, jsut think abt the future. I suppose it's quite tiring to think abt my current state, because i feel very tired about life. Tired as in the sian kind of tired. Hmm, thinking about it again, i can't wait for sec 4 to come. Then i can concentrate on studies, and yah. Put my mind off certain stuff. but again, it will be hard. Esp february. I'm pathetic. Urgh but i shall not wallow in self-pity. I don't think I'm that kind of person. i suppose i can be happy when i'm with friends i love. But can't help it when my mind runs wild.
Anyway, i hope next year's christmas would be better. Where more ppl actualyl remembers me. i dont feel very remembered this year. i mean like, it hought some people would get presents for me, but i was disappointed? I mean like its the thought tht counts. I actually got presents for every person I'm quite close to in church and in school especially. I even send smses to a lot of people ok! Then -.- Hmm but surprisingly bailu and jasmine smsed me. Yay, it's nice to be rmbed.